Mind Adjustment

Right now I really want to focus on God, school, church/ ministry, and relationships. I need to really see the bigger picture and I know that's not going to happen if I don't search for it and just stay online for hours. So I will be taking a break from the internet. I will check my emails but that's all the online communication I will have. I really feel God just pulling on my heart and saying "Come a little closer, draw a little nearer." I need Him more than anything in my life. That's why I choose to go and learn His heart.

Here is a song I wrote last week:

"Jesus, have Your way, Jesus have Your way,
Not my will but Yours be done, Not my will but Yours be done
Let Your kingdom come on the earth today.

Teach us how to pray,
Teach us how to walk,
Teach us how to live,
Teach us how to love."

^"1Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. ²Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."
Col. 3:1-2

Draw me away.

I have begun a fast and just feel the tenderness of God around me. I feel Him speak to me and I really need to hear His words and understand them. Jesus said "Let him who has ears, hear." I want to know the heart of Jesus and what His will is. Last night I had a couple of dreams that all had to do with me being in or going to Kansas City. I even saw signs on the side of this road that were related to IHOP-KC in my dream.

I don't clearly know yet what it all means, I don't have it all figured out but I will run with God. He will sustain me in my lovesick weakness. I will be a voluntary lover who chooses to be weak and lean into her Beloved for strength. He's my Rock, my Salvation, my Light, my STRENGTH! I have confidence that the Lord will do great things as I RUN.

"Draw me after you and let us run together!"
Song of Solomon 1:4